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I guess I'm (finally) adding more to my journal profile.

Hi, I'm John. Some of you might know me as Jordan and I tend to refer to myself as such in my posts (and to people I meet, though most of them quickly revert to calling me John as soon as they learn it's not my real name.) The whole Jordan thing is a pretty big psychological thing that I'd rather not explain, not here anyways.

So yeah, I'm just an 18 year old looking for...Meh. I was going to say "looking for a good life", but who am I kidding? I'm looking for more people to talk to so that I can feel just a bit better about myself and my small, unvalidated life in Anchorage.

I'm also really into singing and playing guitar. Eventually I hope to get recordings up. LOOK FORWARD TO THIS DAY!

I also have been leaning towards this trend of writing letters to deities - did you know that my spell check says that word has no plural? (just kidding, I spelled it wrong) - and it may stick, because it makes me feel strangely liberated.

Gonna leave the emo lyrics on here.

And it rained all night and washed the filth away
Down New York's air conditioned drains
With the click clack of the heavy black trains
A million engines in neutral

The tick tock tick goes the ticking time bomb
50 feet of concrete underground
One little leak becomes a lake
Says the tiny voice in my earpiece

So I give into the rhthym, the click click clack
I'm too wasted to fight back
Tick tock goes the pendulum of the old grandfather clock

I can see you
But I can never reach you...

And it rained all night
and then all day
The drops were the size of youir hands and face
The worms come out to see what's up
We pull the cars out of the river

It's relentless
invisible
indefagitable
indisputable
undeniable

So how come it looks so beautiful?
How come the moon falls from the sky?

I can see you
But I can never reach you...

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